BULLSHIT. Reblog if you’re against bullying
I NEVER reblog triggering posts like this, but this needs to be said and seen.
(Source: mysticspiral, via wuckingfhores)
ccchrisss-deactivated20111104 asked: Hi my name’s Chris and I was a victim off Bulling.
When I was a toddler I used to play with my sister’s prams and dolls, that automatically brought out the Androgyny in me. I was already into music and acting and would always be one to want to perform before everybody else. I was even lucky to be alive as I almost died when I was born and had pneumonia. I remember my mom telling me I was in an oxygen tent for a while. But I turned out fine. So no, there isn’t anything ‘mentally’ wrong with me, aha.
I wasn’t really Bullied in Primary school, well not as bad as it was in Secondary school.
When I first started secondary school I was automatically judged as an Emo and Gay. Clearly being none of those I just didn’t take any of their words as harm. But as the weeks past I was teased, called names and hit at lunch and even in class.
But I still managed to have fun in school with very few friends.
At the end of the school year some kids played a prank on me and it’s hard to explain but, let’s just say I couldn’t see for straight for a while, and I could have possibly been blinded. It was one of those end of year pranks and lead on into my second year.
Kids used that as a bigger excuse to tease me and I remember I wouldn’t go to school for a couple of weeks because they always brought it up.
I got really bad acne since it was that age, and kids used to tease me about it so I started to wear foundation to cover it yet it only made it worse and people knew I was wearing it, even teachers. But nobody told me since I was their laughing stock. A few times kids brought in creams for my face and told me try it, as joke. To make me feel bad and show me up to the whole class, they used to call me ‘Pizza face’ and compare me to other boys in the school. And there was more verbal/physical abuse.
In year nine I started using Facebook and kids would send me messages just threatening to beat me up at school. I would make myself feel physically sick in the morning so I could either stay home or be sent home. A few times I skipped school, actually.
And that was also my brothers leaving year, when he left I started to get a lot more death threats and a lot more abuse. There wasn’t ever a day I was left alone.
In year 10 the kids kept their promise, after school they’d run up behind me and throw things at me or just kick me down. I would have to run home sometimes and look so stupid infront of people I didn’t even know.
I had phases with my hair, I was very creative and imaginative and was very up myself when I was actually feeling good.
I started to meet my bestfriend after school and she would stick up for me and shout at the kids and tell them straight, it was amazing. But at school they’d tell me if she didn’t stop they’d kill her. I knew they wouldn’t, but they would’ve hit her. I know that.
At one point I tried anger management but that didn’t really work. And at one point I thought about suicide and cutting as a way out, let these kids win their sick game. But I didn’t try either, I knew I wasn’t that low to come to that.
So I started to skip school and my mom let me, a lot of time I had time off school anyway. My mom’s Bipolar and Agoraphobic so can’t really go out a lot on her own. And couldn’t get too stressed knowing I was at school getting bullied.
One day we were on the bus going out and their were kids from school there, and a teacher on the far end. The kids were shouting things at me, everybody could here. And although the teacher was off duty she didn’t stop them, she actually laughed with them.
And again coming home, their were younger kids shouting at me and my mom just stopped me from going to school, only for exams. And when I went in for exams which I failed all, kids would shout at me and even in exam conditions the teachers didn’t say anything. Everybody hated me.
I did nothing to deserve this.
So it came down to me dropping out of school with no education or grades and now no luck for the future.
I could explain more in person, I want to be heard.
Reblog and spread the word.
Things like this cause suicide and self harm and more.
It needs to stop.
Keep your head up high dear. <3
massacr3dx asked: youre awesome and i'm glad someone is doing something on tumblr. i know for a fact that i wouldnt be able to do it. I lose my temper very easily. but i am glad at what your doing.
Thanks. (:
I’m you’re average teenager… but, I’m constantly bullied…. It’s so irritating.
It’s funny when people make fun of other people, because they don’t even stop and think if that were them.
I hate people like them, so much.
How can people be so rude… this world is just horrible.
Even though it happens to me, I don’t do it to anyone, at all.
I love to be nice- I have the biggest heart ever.
When I see people getting made fun of, i back them up… hell, I jump in. I can’t stand seeing people bothered.
I just wish every person can be friends with everyone….
Speak up. Be that change.
Anonymous asked: in septemeber my boyfriend dumped me. i told this boy everything from self harm to my eating disorder. we talked constantly about my supposed friends who were trying to destroy us. he always promised me they would never get in the way, but they did.
these two girls befriended me. they told him i was cheatiing, even though i wasn't. he eventually dumpped me for the leader orf the two girls clique. i will never forget how hurt i was when i was talking to the girl and she said to me, " this is my life. he was mine and was always supposed to me"
after that her and her friends constantly harrassed posted mean and hurtful things on my sad statuses. i eventually defriended them, but they still found ways to harrass me. i changed my number and gave it to close friends but one close friend gave it to all of them. the group of girls and me don't talk and i have friends now but all this made me so much stronger.
my experiance here is just one time i was bullied. it hurt but made me stronger. i know i am a bitch to people but my biggest fear is this happening again.
You don’t need people like that in your life. Surround yourself with loving people, not hateful ones. It’s his loss! One of these days he’ll realize that, and don’t live in fear of it. Start telling yourself every day that you are strong, because you are. Eventually you will believe it. :)